It was a long time before pregnancy and having a child felt right to me. For 36 years of my life, it wasn’t something I ever wanted. I didn’t even want baby dolls as a child. Then, at age 36, something changed. I started feeling that desire to have and raise a child with my loving husband. It no longer looked like something that would hold me back or completely change us or our lifestyle. It just started to feel right. Now that I am pregnant and almost to my 3rd trimester, I’